Lovelorn lunatic ...

Remember that day ,
i cried for the bad ,
and laughed at the good,
do you still remember...

As the snaps pass you by,
Spare me a thought,
spare yourself a calm moment,
don't let them pass so easy by...

all matter gray went pale that day,
time did not permit me the chance,
waited for long ,
only to see it die...

feelings veiled beyond my favorite eyes,
failed to thwart the demon,
footsteps of  a merry Christmas,
already running late...

Random... really...

From across the distance,
The stars gazed at me,
i shed my ignorance,
to comprehend what i did see...


i showed myself,
your sight didn't ignite me,
acceptance had deprived thou,
as retribution ignited thee...

Empty

Empty mind 'n empty heart,
i have always loved it that way,
Compromise was never my strength,
Eternal maya my nemesis...


Oh empty so vast,
Oh empty pofound,
Dont let anyone know,
Where i was damned...


A silent prayer,
To the empty outside,
Dont you ever desert ,
Till the tears run dry...

Food and thought

I am food for your thought,
I am food for your brain,
Hungry, i could'nt care less,
Don't have any of your obsessive restraints...

U feed on my hunger,
while i thrive for bad bread,
Thoughtless u live no more,
Worried i am dead...

Fading...

You're moon for the dying sun,
You're light for my lost moon,
The bed is a pool of moon light,
Where my soul finds peace...


You heal me like nothing can,
Reason i dont fade away...

Dont want you to be my final rest,
Coz' your light makes my dark weak,
May i no longer feel the pain,
May i no longer will to be alive...