Lovelorn lunatic ...

Remember that day ,
i cried for the bad ,
and laughed at the good,
do you still remember...

As the snaps pass you by,
Spare me a thought,
spare yourself a calm moment,
don't let them pass so easy by...

all matter gray went pale that day,
time did not permit me the chance,
waited for long ,
only to see it die...

feelings veiled beyond my favorite eyes,
failed to thwart the demon,
footsteps of  a merry Christmas,
already running late...

Random... really...

From across the distance,
The stars gazed at me,
i shed my ignorance,
to comprehend what i did see...


i showed myself,
your sight didn't ignite me,
acceptance had deprived thou,
as retribution ignited thee...

Empty

Empty mind 'n empty heart,
i have always loved it that way,
Compromise was never my strength,
Eternal maya my nemesis...


Oh empty so vast,
Oh empty pofound,
Dont let anyone know,
Where i was damned...


A silent prayer,
To the empty outside,
Dont you ever desert ,
Till the tears run dry...

Food and thought

I am food for your thought,
I am food for your brain,
Hungry, i could'nt care less,
Don't have any of your obsessive restraints...

U feed on my hunger,
while i thrive for bad bread,
Thoughtless u live no more,
Worried i am dead...

Fading...

You're moon for the dying sun,
You're light for my lost moon,
The bed is a pool of moon light,
Where my soul finds peace...


You heal me like nothing can,
Reason i dont fade away...

Dont want you to be my final rest,
Coz' your light makes my dark weak,
May i no longer feel the pain,
May i no longer will to be alive...

The kid in the woods

The woods are dark,
'tis a prison for the damned,
We met in the woods,
With the pain in the dark...

The ball from the kid's hands,
Came rollin' towards me,
The moment still and the sound of the dry leaves,
'Knew was stuck on the other side...

Kiddo was happy , i afraid,
Kiddo playin' , i still,
The crow was looking for me,
i knew , oh , i knew ...

Engulfed in the black,
i followed kiddo,
Trying to run from the woods,
Put an end to this nightmare...

Kiddo' playfully ran,
No sign of the Sun,
Moonlight hidden from us,
i treaded the terrain as he did......


Only to find me,
   Back Home